i will be out of Singapore from maybe tonight or tomorrow morning until maybe tuesday . sad + happy . hahahaha . i havent pack up anything . and everyone will be there . and i dont feel like going . and i'm having headache now . and i dont know why . and i think i know why . and because im thinking about alot of things . and and and. hahahaha -.- wtf lah -.- ahh , peningg ! tskk !

okay , this few days very stress . yes , VERY ! bah -.- msn dari tadi tkley masok ! tsk . mcm maner tak stress . ah shit . i suddenly feel like crying . oh noo . ergh ! okay , forget bout it .

okay , so all i can remember was , wednesday , had performance during assembly . malu lah sia -.- hahaha , but it turned out okay . haha . yeah , and something happened the day before . and prepaid low already. hmm , tsk . aper lagi eh ? ahh , k , tkper . forget it .

today , no cca . okay , best . nothing to write siaa . tsk . tkper .

i wanna cry i wanna cry :'( hmm , i easily cry sia this few days . hmm , tsk :'(

k , i wanna stop writing . bye . take care people .

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can i cry now ? :'( im hearing too much things already , i cannot take it. omg , please. can someone just tell that bitch to stop it? omg , i just feel like killing you . i wanna end all this , but i can't. please , just understand how i feel. stop hurting me. believe it or not , i can feel tears running down already. can i just tell you how i feel now? no, i wont. cause you never cared. im no one to you, i know. some people ask me to forget bout you, i've tried. but i cant. maybe because i love you too much. i lied. to some people. im sorry. i even lied to myself. i promised myself not to, but i still did. even if i said i hate you, deep down inside my heart, i still love you. please. you never know how much i cried every night. i miss the old you, seriously. those late nights, oh gosh... i shouldnt be thinking about it, cause you've forgotten about all of it. i miss those time, seriously. i want it back. but it wont happen, i know :'( maybe its true that im no one to you.. :'(

i'm gonna end here, i cant take it already. goodbye.