Sunday, February 28
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i failed once , but i'll try again (:
Thursday, February 25
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Had school as per normal. After drama lesson, went into maths class late. Yes. Fun. Not really -.- Okay. After school, met mum at tampines mall. She ask to meet at Popular, but she was outside Toys'R'us. So went in, met the rest. Then, saw someone familiar, it was Naufal. Hahaha. Mum said, he look like gay. Hahahaha. xD Then, the cashier, was Delfina. And when we're checking the thing, Vernessa and Crystal came in. Hahah. Then my voice hilang -.- And it sound funny. Tskk. Then, went to eat. At rasa 21. And, i swear, i don't feel like eating. HAHA. And my adik is super bodoh. My dad bought for us sugarcane. Cause i'm having sore throat. Then he didn't drink it. My dad ask to drink, and he said, " Tak nak ! Air dier kotor ! " -.-" HAHA , the colour is like that! And i laughed cannot stop sia . Hahaha . After that , went home. And i slept until 7. Still sleepy lah -.- Haha. Okay. I think i'm done. Okay, byebye :D
Wednesday, February 24
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I'm so lazy to update. Yes, very. But nvm, i'm going to update. Err, okay. Today, damn tiring. Very. Wednesday , bag berat day :D -.- Say got practical for homec, but then for the odd numbers only. Buat susah jer bawak -.- We had TA , err . Senang jugak lah . NOT . I did anyhow. Asal kan ader jawapan. Okay lah tuh. Then blablabla. Suppose to have remedial, but last minute, cancelled. -.- But good thing lah, cause i'm lazy. Haha. Assembly, boring -.- K, then after school. Yes, i'm super upset today. And angry abit lah. Lantak lah, tknk pikir pasal nie skrg. K, kan tngh bingit -.- Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, okay.
Monday, went to the peranakan thing. It's kind of boring lah -.- Not fun. Waste my time only. But the baju i tried on, was nice :D But, guess what? 200+ sia -.- Just the atas, blom lagi yg kain dier. Haha.
Tuesday, CCA. -.- Okay lah eh, but no mood. As per normal.
Oh yeah! I'm changing my seat in class. At the corner, next to the door. Blakaaang skali. YAY ! :D hahahaha.
K, dah. Done, bye :D
Monday, February 22
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* take out gun , shoot myself *
Sunday, February 21
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i'll still wait, even if it hurts.
Saturday, February 20
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Do you really wanna stand there, and tell me goodbye
When i'm saying i still love you ?
I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you
And all the loneliness I would go through
But if you wanna leave I won't stop you
Cause I don't want you if you don't want me
To be the one
The only one you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I've just begun to realize what's important to me
So don't leave
Don't leave
Baby boy, Don't leave
Your love hurts like a paper cut, so sweet
never even feel the slice; you're so deep
It seems so hard as, but only at first
Cause like a paper cut the pain grows worse
It's not so much in the words that you don't say
It's when you act in the distant, cold way
It's more in your eyes how you look at me
Like you no longer care for what I see
You had to go and show me just how good, your love could be
Then you threw it all away
Now I can't help but feel a brand new pain
So I'm asking baby, please stay
Friday, February 19
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HAHA , i'm lazy to change blogskin. So later2 lah. I need to complete the Homec thing by this Mon. Which i will do straight away after this. Today didnt go drama. Demaam datang -.- At least tunggu lah besok kan? When there's no school. But nvmm.
So went home after school , blablabla. I very tired. Haha , padahal tak buat pape. And i'm also angry+sad. I dont want to tell anything more. And the weird thing is, you guys datang bacer but tag pun tak eh korang-korang. I know who. Haha, okay. Tkper. Tag eh, please. Haha.
Oh yeah, yesterday. Went library with mum. Borrowed this book, " Sepinya Tanpamu " . Still half way reading . So far the story interesting. But ! I was so dumb yesterday, i go read the last page. HAHAHAHAHA. The girl die. I know. But, i still wanna find out how. So far, the story , the guy leave the girl, cause the girl parents nak kahwin kan with another guy. But the 2 of them tunang siaa. Bah -.- Tkper. We'll see. Haha. I fell asleep just now. Half way reading it. But only 15 mins lah -.- Then woke up. After i complete the Homec thing, i'm going to continue reading . And maybe, online back later night.
Errrrrrrr, okay. I'm done here. Blank now. Okay, will update again if got anything. Bye :D
Tag eh, please. HAHAHA.
Friday, February 12
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i will be out of Singapore from maybe tonight or tomorrow morning until maybe tuesday . sad + happy . hahahaha . i havent pack up anything . and everyone will be there . and i dont feel like going . and i'm having headache now . and i dont know why . and i think i know why . and because im thinking about alot of things . and and and. hahahaha -.- wtf lah -.- ahh , peningg ! tskk !
okay , this few days very stress . yes , VERY ! bah -.- msn dari tadi tkley masok ! tsk . mcm maner tak stress . ah shit . i suddenly feel like crying . oh noo . ergh ! okay , forget bout it .
okay , so all i can remember was , wednesday , had performance during assembly . malu lah sia -.- hahaha , but it turned out okay . haha . yeah , and something happened the day before . and prepaid low already. hmm , tsk . aper lagi eh ? ahh , k , tkper . forget it .
today , no cca . okay , best . nothing to write siaa . tsk . tkper .
i wanna cry i wanna cry :'( hmm , i easily cry sia this few days . hmm , tsk :'(
k , i wanna stop writing . bye . take care people .
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can i cry now ? :'( im hearing too much things already , i cannot take it. omg , please. can someone just tell that bitch to stop it? omg , i just feel like killing you . i wanna end all this , but i can't. please , just understand how i feel. stop hurting me. believe it or not , i can feel tears running down already. can i just tell you how i feel now? no, i wont. cause you never cared. im no one to you, i know. some people ask me to forget bout you, i've tried. but i cant. maybe because i love you too much. i lied. to some people. im sorry. i even lied to myself. i promised myself not to, but i still did. even if i said i hate you, deep down inside my heart, i still love you. please. you never know how much i cried every night. i miss the old you, seriously. those late nights, oh gosh... i shouldnt be thinking about it, cause you've forgotten about all of it. i miss those time, seriously. i want it back. but it wont happen, i know :'( maybe its true that im no one to you.. :'(
i'm gonna end here, i cant take it already. goodbye.
Tuesday, February 2
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i dont know what to writeeeeeeeeeeee -.- haha , okay . anything text me people . bye :D
